Life oh life

Sometimes I try my best to blame others by the way I am leading my life to. The thing is, it is leading in a different direction. My life is nothing but normal. Usually I blame my childhood, and at times I blame my parents.
In general, my life is ok. I have a job that is in the direction of being a carrier and my current salary is enough to live the life that I wanted at my age. BUT....
I'm single!! (by choice or sometimes I feel like by my parent's choice)
I have a guy who loves me so much!! He wants to marry me. He is gentlemen enough by not spending my money as he wish like one of my ex. But the thing is, he is an ordinary man. He sells vegetables at the market. Unfortunately, he doesn't own the business he's just a worker. My father knows about our relationship and he hates it. So, now I am ending the relationship.
Currently, I am busy seeking for a new one. But I am kind of scared of my past. The history of meeting a useless man that I fell deeply in love with. I kind of sense that there's this guy who is quite close to me might be as useless as my ex. There are times that I think that it was just I think too much and not him.

But there's this song by Usher that keep me standing strong.
You got it bad

Dream....dream dream dream.....

Owh man!!!

I had a very weird dream last night. It made me feeling all warm inside even when I was unconscious. Here's the story~~~

I'm a normal girl whose approaching 30 in less than a decade. All I can think about now is I need to get married. I am as obsess as Fran Fine in the Nanny. So the getting married issue popped up in my dream last night.

The current status is I'm single and I have no idea who to get married to.

In my dream I was dating and madly in love with a very close friend of mine!!! This is scary man!!!
As far as I am concern I am not attracted to him in any way at all!!! (Not because he's ugly and he is not, it's just that I prefer to be his friend than his girlfriend)

In this dream we were at my neighbor's house in Batu Pahat (Mr Tee's house). We spent the night there, but I had to sleep with Mr Tee's daughter (Ah Swang - she really approached in my dream: scary man!!). But all I want to do is to spend time with my boyfriend (who is a friend of mine in reality). Then both of us sneaked out of the room and hang out the whole night without sleeping. Then I asked him why didn't he sleep? Then he said "Sebab saya sangat sayang awak" while rubbing my forehead (this is the part that made me warm inside - having someone who love me with all his heart). But still...

He's just a friend in reality and it's better this way.

P/s - I hope I'm not as old as Fran Fine when I finally get married. :-P

My cribs yawl!!!

Hello!!! what's up dudes!!!

Hell yeah I moved in to a new place since tuesday. The house is extremely messy and yet it's my home. So, I'm trying to make the best out of it. How did I ends up with this house???

This is how it begins...I googled for a place to stay and I found a place at apartment Sri Aman in Kg. Tunku. Well, the first impression of that palce is that it's sooo cool because it is so near to the LRT station and my workplace is also near to the LRT station. My parents and I was almost going to confirm that house although it's just a flat and not an apartment. So, I decided to drive around the area near to my office and saw this apartment. My dad went and look around for any notice board if there's any room to let. And then...wham!!! I've got a room.

And now I'm living in this house for 4 days and 3 nights already. It's still very2 messy but at least I've cleaned the toilet, then I felt comfortable with it .

P/s you can imagine my house using the images above but you'll need to add a lot of boxes, dirty balcony and my room is the door next to the balcony, the door next to my room belongs to my housemate her name is erna...she's cool by the way cause she asked me out last night but i reject it cause I'm on a diet (hehe :-P)

First time blogging

Hye!!! my name is wani..this is the first time i'm blogging. I am a very Kepoh person. You can see it from the first time you talk to me. I don't know why I don't have my own blog since the beginning. So, I've made up my mind that this blog is devoted on gossips....

So, the gossip will be about my UTM friends, school friends (since I have the same friends since primary school so the scope is actually small) or even my family. If any of you enjoy gossiping as much as I do. Read my blog in the future, I'll have a lot to gossip.

P/s I wont gossip about celebrities or politicians because I don't want my blog to ends up on Melodi or Buletin Utama in the future...Hahaha =D